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wanderlust
 I'm not short, I'm just compact and ridiculously adorable. Born to be real, not perfect. Take these broken wings and learn to fly Instagram
royals;
Kiss me hard before you go
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1. Fall in love  As some or all of you should know, I've never been in a relationship before. For my 20 years of life, yes. Maybe i had some when I'm young playing at the playground? But seriously, none. I don't know if it was my problem or what? And to be honest, I'm actually afraid that i have to live alone for all my life.... My friends always told me to wait for the right one than go with the wrong one. Yes I've always been waiting.. till I'm used to being with myself. Pathetic isn't it? I used to believe he'll come, one day. But day by day, I'm losing my faith and confidence for that. If you were to come, please be mine forever. My mom told me this yesterday: "Looks are not important. What's most important is that he is willing to take care of you and your family." That hit me real hard. As I'm always looking for guys with looks.... I got it mom. Now i just want someone who won't stop trying for me and love me, someone who think i'm the prettiest when I'm picking my nose.  2. Get Married  Every girls' dream. Getting the sweetest proposal, being the prettiest women in the world with the most prettiest wedding grown. Watching your husband with suit waiting for you to walk towards him on the hallway. Parents "passing" you to your husband.. Sisters crying, everyone's blessing and clapping.... It's amazing. Actually I'm afraid of marriage. Because you won't know if the feeling will still be the same after marriage. As i see my parents, parents around me, parents in drama, sigh. I don't want us to turn cold and just go to work everyday, talking to each other lesser and lesser, eventually nothing. But if i met someone i really really love and so does he, i want to take the risk. I felt that marriage is like a finale stamp for your love and another start of life, being a person of two. 3. Skydiving  THIS IS AMAZING FUCK. If I could do it with someone i love or my friends it'll be extra awesome but i guess I'm the only one who's up for this -.-  Don't you think it's beaaaaautiful!!? Somewhere so high where you can almost see the whole world, flying around!/????? It was my dream to fly, to have super powers.... YKNOW. This is a must.  Exactly. And if i skydived, i felt that there's nothing else i'm afraid to do. I'll be fearless. 4. Hug a dog  As you know, I've fear of dogs but i wanted to overcome it sooooo bad. The closest i get was to took a picture with a huge dog afew steps away. 
Well now i see it was quite a few steps away hahahhahaha. But i got really happy after this even though I don't dare to touch it but the fact that i got this "close" to a dog for this "long" makes me
felt proud of myself. Don't judge okay it was hard enough for me to do this. Next i wanted to hug a dog or carry, contented with any. After i saw the quote: "Dogs are the only thing on earth who will love you more than anything else" ahhhh i wanted to hug one!!!!!!!
5. Do something to make my parents be proud of me
It was so sad to realize that I've never did anything to make my parents felt proud of me. And that makes me feel useless as their daughter. I've not love them enough and yet didn't do anything for them. They didn't talk about me much in front of relatives, unless they ask.. I felt bad for them and sad for me. Till now i still don't know what I wanted to do in my future, still being a burden for them, receiving pocket money everyday, doesn't appreciate their cents and spend it like running tap water. So from now on, this will be one of my goal. Be someone who is successful and who makes my parents be proud of me.
To mom&dad, one day, I'll make you proud. I promise.
6. Travel
ALL AROUND THE WORLD!!!!!! Mostly wanted to be a backpacker for these adventure but I might(surely) get lost but getting lost is not a waste of time. It may be more beautiful and eye-opener for me. Alone will be good but two is better than one. Furthermore, I'm scared to sleep alone in a hotel or even somewhere I'm not familiar with. I want to witness the northern lights, star sky, galaxy, clear ocean, Paris tower, snow etc.
"The world is a book and those who do not travel read only one page."
7. Confess
For all this while i've been loving someone secretly. Not now but the past few and I'm sick of it. Because of that i've lost so much and regretted so much. So if i met someone i really like, I'll confess. I don't care if I'll get rejected or whatever.. At least i did something for myself and stop hurting alone like a bitch where he doesn't even know.
it's easy to say but i doubt so....... don't know la confess is one of the thing in my list ok. period
8. Eat all the good food in the world
There must be a lot more good food in the world that I've not came across other than hokkien mee, char kew teow, ba chor mee all the local food here. Even if it's not local, the food in other countries might be better than singapore's. Like Korea's ramen you can't compare to those you buy from ntuc and cook it yourself and the fast food in America are like ...
HOW TO EVEN COMPARE!??
9. Live life to the fullest
"We are always looking for something better that we sometimes fail to realize that we already have to best"
10. LASTLY,
,xoxo
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