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wanderlust
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Kiss me hard before you go
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Stuffs like what would my future be like? When will the right one come to me? When can i have someone to rely on? How would my future husband look like? Will my husband and i draw a happy family picture? How death part me and my love ones away? On and on..... I often thought of this question and i believe everyone does or even once.
"What would you do if you only left 1 day of living?"
I came out with a lot of different answers through out the years. The first one was eat all i can, eat everything in that one day. The second one was to confess. Someone i love and loved, how my heart flustered for them.. How hurt i got for them and all. Followed by calling all of my friends and tell them how much i love and am thankful for them, then hug my family and let death take us away. Now, my last answer which hasn't change for quite some while was: Close my eyes, flashback of how happy i am with my friends and family, of cos, b2st, everyone that came to my life and lastly, smile. Do you know, we often complaint about life, how boring it is, how fucked up it is and those routine... how we wish to end it. But till the day, that finale last day where you're on earth breathing, you'll realize how short life is and filled with regrets for not living everyday to the fullest. It's scary how time passed so quickly isn't it? I'm always telling myself not to take life for granted because the breath you're taking now might be someone's last breath.It might be a little late to say this now but my resolution for this year was to not let anybody down and live everyday to the fullest. Even though i watched drama for the most of my time but i always learnt something from it. For example "My love who come from another star" Which I'm currently going head over heels with and also the reason why I'm writing all these here, not because I'm dying hello. I just..... got so much feels like suddenly... i don't know really. Yes It's unhealthy to worry about the future which no one knows. But the present was scarier, each time I'm scared of regretting, not cherishing and lost somebody. If we live life worrying, how would we be happy? But still i....... Am scared. And the fact that i suddenly got sad today, made me felt that I'm losing someone soon. I really wish i was just thinking too much and was influenced by too much dramas. I'd like to remind everyone, please love your friends and family member. Especially your parents who brought you here. I don't think i deserve to say this because me myself, doesn't know how to love my parents well but I'm trying. I tried. Nevertheless, live life to the fullest. Life isn't as long as you thought. It's short enough to love somebody so think carefully, how you wanna spend it.
, xoxo
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