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wanderlust
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royals;
Kiss me hard before you go
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I feel sad for myself. Those who i wanted won't ever be mine and they doesn't feel how i felt, doesn't look at me with the way i looked at them. 
People say the right one will come eventually come but i refuse to believe in that anymore. Well, i once did. But not anymore. It's not that i want to be with someone so desperately but sometimes i just need someone to lean on, someone that wipe my tears away and someone who will say "which ass am i kicking today who made you upset" y'know that feeling of being protected and cared? The sense of being important..... is all i want. It's actually sad to know i'm feeling this way which i doesn't want to because it makes me feel weak and useless. Ladies, we can live without men too. Right?.... i guess. "Choose someone that loves you more than you love him"
Next, I'm a useless friend. People who know me well will understand I am someone who doesn't know how to express myself, my care (i guess this is a gene inside me cos my family members are pretty much like this) but those who doesn't will think that i doesn't care for them at all. Well i'm trying really trying to express myself... u__u And i'm sad to see them being sad but doesn't know how to make them feel not to... It's more sad when they care for me (sometimes no) when i'm down, i felt guilty. That's one of the reason why i don't say my feelings to them i'm okay handling it myself.. Really. Whats the use of saying if it won't be solved by saying? yes it made you feel at least a little bit better but... It's still there. If you were to read what's inside me, you'll probably be in tears.
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